My trip to Pennsylvanian to see my Tomboy childhood friend, after MORE than 30 years, in 2017, was diverted to mother’s house in Ohio.
The Monday of the total eclipse, after mother told me that, “at my age you don’t care about anything anymore,” that she didn’t love me anymore.
“Equational Poetry” ™ backward extrapolation derives because her anger and bitterness toward her father first, over her mother’s premature death, then her divorce, her brother and the Vietnam war and government at its worst, penetrated her “SELF” defenses and consumed her from WITHIN, for lack of “Intelligent Feelings.”
Further, “True Life” mathematics analysis depicts “SELF” infliction, which amounted to killing her “SELF” softly over the years.
Suicide of her innate progression and true senses by existing, eating manufactured food-like substances, ingesting medications, “SELF” sedation with manufactured chemicals, tobacco and alcohol, rather than, sharpening her true senses and “Intelligent Feelings” truly living till the end?
